In the Beauty of Nature, there is meaning for All Life.
Seek it Out, and You will Know God.
Seek it Out, and You will Know God.
Field Notes
Field Notes
It is never we who affirm or deny something of a thing; it is the thing itself that affirms or denies something of itself in us.
--Baruch Spinoza (Cited in Gilles Deleuze, Spinoza: Practical Philosophy)
September Menstrual Cycle
Field Notes
The accidental unearthing of a 4,500-year-old goddess head, Anat, occurred a year before the genocide against the Palestinian people in Gaza in 2023. The serpent-crowned Canaanite goddess of love and war signaled a moment in which ancestral presence emerged through the intelligence of nonhuman forces and chose its witness. For Palestinians, identity is rooted in reciprocity with terrestrial, aquatic, and aerial worlds, all woven through relations of kinship between human and nonhuman life. Under occupation, these environmental systems are systematically weaponized: ancestral olive groves are uprooted, farmlands are polluted, homes are demolished, and access to clean water is severely restricted. Meanwhile, Gaza’s coastal culture exists under the shadow of a heavily militarized sea. “The real danger comes from the skies.” An article published on July 11, 2024, documenting 9 months into the genocide shows this effectively: “The bombs have contaminated the soil. You can see it in the pictures, the land is burnt and black. It’s not a comfortable habitat for scorpions or snakes. The war has affected all living creatures, all signs of life, most of the land, the stones,” said Imad Atrash, executive director at Palestinian Wildlife Society in the West Bank. In this necropolitical landscape, specifically in Gaza, settler colonialism has violently restructured local ecosystems and disrupted native relationships to land and water. Anat’s reemergence becomes an act of anticipatory readiness. Walter Benjamin’s notion of history “flashing up at a moment of danger” offers a framework for understanding this temporal opening: a fragment of the past asserting itself precisely when the threat of erasure is most acute. Here, ecological, symbolic, and material forces organize in ways that defy human orchestration. Nonhuman materiality intervenes as an autonomous agent, testifying to memory, truth, and justice. Outside the gaze of occupation, institutional authority, state excavation, or curatorial mediation, serpent symbolism, deeply rooted in Ancient Palestine, coils upward on an ordinary day, choosing to be witnessed by a Gazan farmer plowing the land. The land, as a sentient, legal, and political being, holds a geological record of extraction, conquest, empire, and oppression. Anat is a reminder that the ancestors and ecology are ethical interlocutors that recognize harm and generosity. And even when human systems deny justice, the land works in obscure and mysterious ways to restore balance.